Sunday, 7 February 2010

faman eljar7 (15) ;***

7abayeb galbi...

Adri wayed t2a5art 3alaikom...

Bas I’ve had this written since Wednesday or Thursday...

There was something wrong with my blogger, it wouldn’t post...

Wallah malaqa bas shasawi...

So kel yom azeed 3alaiha shwaya oo aratebha...

So enshallah etkoon long enough for you guyz...

;********


Weekend was chaotic...

I went back home Thursday night instead of Friday cuz I had to meet up with the course coordinator on Friday morning...

She was extremely mean to me...

Wallah el3a‘6eem qematt elbachya lein 6la3t mn elmeeting oo ba6ait-ha...

I was asking for my next block to be in my city, not in a rural place again...

Cuz I’m not happy here and it’s affecting my studying...

She shredded me...

Wallah el3a‘6eem allah ysame7ha...

Bas hopefully they’ll find someone to swap with me...

Ed3ooooo goolaw ya rab...

Saturday I took my car for its yearly service...

And they found it needs parts or whatever and they won’t get them til Wednesday...

So now I don’t have a car...

I had to get the bus here today cuz mako bacher early...

It was an experience you guys...

Never am I going on a bus at night...

At one point it was just me and the driver...

On this creepy dark rural road...

5ara3tkom???

Looooooooooooool...

It was kinda creepy but I survived...

Bacher 3ndi dawam mn mbacher...

Hope you like the post...

I’m off to bed...

Love u all...

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaah...

;*******************









Nemna...


Ya 7elooha mn noma...


A7la nom...


Noma 3ajeeeeeeeeeeeba...


Noma badeeeeeeeeeeeee3a...


I dreamt I was on a picnic with Bandar. We were eating and having a laugh. Then we played on the swings like little kids. Then we sat under a tree and I lay in his arms. He played with my hair and sang to me.


Lajel 3einik ana keli lajel 3einik...


Wana labeih etha enta tenadeeni...


Ajeek bshog galbi wa‘6mer sneenik...


Anaseek elshega wenta tenaseeni...


Masha3er tensejem ma beini oo beinik


Yemarerha 5afoogi fe sharayeeni...


Tezayen denyeti ya zein mn zeinik...


Wahabk allah el7esen ya kamel elzeini...


Qahart elward ya wardat besateenik...


Oo nafast elgomar ya bahjat sneeni...


Njoom elleil tes2al ya gomar weinik...


Oo ta5eth mn ‘6eya wajhik 3anaweeni...


A7ebik wenta ya makthar mo7ebeenik...


7beeb elroo7 be7sasik tenajeeni...


Y7asdooni wana elmjaboor fe 3einik...


Oo 3einik testemed el7ob mn 3eini...


(Lajel 3einik ... nawal)





It was such a lovely dream...


I woke feeling sooooooooo refreshed, with a huge smile on my face. 7a9oo9 was still sleeping so I decided to text Bandar to see if he was awake.


7beebi 9aba7 el5air ;***


Aaaa calling...


“Alo.”


“Frrrrrrm.”


“Hehehe. 7beebi ga3adtik?”


“Ya 7elo hal‘9a7ka mn el9eb7. 9aba7 el5air 7beebti.”


“9aba7 elnoor. Sorry ga3adtik babe.”


“La tgooleen sorry. 7aneeni ana ma tgool sorry. Ba3dain a7ad y7a9ela 7anoona tga3da oo yet7al6am. Maaaa 3aaaaaaaash!”


“Hehehe.”


“Waaaaaaaay 3ala hal‘9a7ka. Ba3ad wa7da.”


“Hehehe.”


“A5aaaaaaaaaaaih. Yallah ba3ad wa7da.”


“Hehehe.”


I was in fits...


It was incontrollable...


It wasn’t even make-believe laughter...


It was genuine laughter...


I had no idea how he made me laugh...


“Tadreen a7la shay bhaldenya yom enich te‘97ekeen. A7es bra7a ma tet9awerainha.”


“9j Bandar?”


“Ee wallah 9j. A7es bwanasa lama ashoofich mestansa, cheni ana mestanes.”


“7beebi.”


“Entay 7beebti.”


“Enta.”


“Entay.”


“Enta.”


“Entay.”


“Enta.”


“Entay.”


“Enta.”


“Entay.”


“Hehehe. Shlon nomtik?”


“3ajeeeeeeeeeeeba. I had a dream I was swimming with dolphins. Wentay?”


“Wanasa dolphins. Ana 7lamt I was on a picnic.”


“With who?”


“Mani gayla.”


I flirted...


“5eyaaaaaaaaaaana! E3tarfay! With who?”


“With you.”


“Goolay wallah!”


“Wallah.”


“Shno akalna on our picnic?”


“Mini sandwiches oo fruit oo cake.”


“Ba3dain sh-sawaina?”


“Le3abna beldewarif o bas.”


“T7ebeen eldwarif 7beebti?”


“Eeeeeee. 7ada wanasa.


“Galbi entay. My baby. Shno mesharee3 elyom?”


“Mako 7beebi. Weekend so mako classes. 7a9oo9i 3ndi so ymkn ne6la3 mokan.”


“Wein 7beebti?”


“Madri maybe shopping oo movie etha fee 7lo oo lunch. Enta sh3endik?”


“Ana wallah ma 3ndi. Bas Ywaisef 9arla cham yom y7en yabi ye6la3 so ymkn a6la3 weyah.”


“Mno Yousif?”


“Hatha my old old friend from school. I haven’t seen him in ages. We used to be tight before. He manages his dad’s companies now so he’s almost never free. Shrayich we accidentally, casually bump into you two?”


“Hehehe. Accidentally, casually shlon ballah?”


“Ya3ni tgooleeli entaw wein, we7na we come to the same spot and bump into you two oo we go to a movie together.”


“Zain okay bas lazem agool 7ag 7a9oo9. La2ana she’ll see right through that plan.”


“Hehehe. 3ayal mako fayda accidentally casually. Shrayich we set them up?”


“Set mno up?”


“7a9oo9tich oo my Ywaisef.”


“Laa wee 7beebi. 7e9a 7adha not that type.”


“7beebti ham enti not that type. Bas when love strikes shoofay shlon 9ertay tgooleen 7beebi oo ta7lemeen feeni.”


I blushed right down to my hair roots...


“Don’t blush.”


“Hehehe. Kela chakni.”


“7beebti 3ashan. Haa shgeltay?”


“Okay as2al 7e9a oo ashoof shetgool.”


“Ya3ni bashoofich elyom?”


“Ee 7beebi.”


“Ya ba5ti ya baaaaaaaaaaaaaa5ti!”


He squealed that last part. He sounded like an excited school girl in a concert of her favorite pop group. It was sooooooo funny! I burst out laughing. I couldn’t stop!


“Hehehehehehehehehe.”


He was in fits as well...


7beebi...


“Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.”


“7beebi maynoon?”


“Maynoon feech 7anoonti.”


“Enta maynooni?”


“Ee 7beebti ana maynoon 7anoon.”


“Hehehe.”


“Ya rabi la ta7remni mn hal‘9a7ka.”


“Wala mnik 7beebi.”


“7aneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen basich garga banam.”


“Sorry babe.”


I moved onto my sofa. Solafna for a while lein g3dat 9oo9. Getlaha our plan and she agreed. I left out the setting her up with Yousif part. I just said it would be Bandar and his friend.


We had a quick breakfast then showered oo badalna...


Gelna bneksha5...


9oo9i wore skinny black jeans with a flowy beigy top. She wore hoop earrings and had her hair up in a messy bun. She looked soooooo pretty mashallah. Why can’t I be more like her? I was having trouble deciding what to wear. I had nothing to wear. I kept staring at my closet but nothing was jumping out at me.


I finally decided on a baby blue knee length dress. It was so cute and girly. So I dressed it up with sexy black heels and a clutch. I let my hair down and wore simple jewelry. I eyed myself in the mirror. Just perfect.


7a9oo9 was busy texting. She looked up when she saw me finally emerge from the closet.


“Woooooow. Sh-halzain, kel hatha for Bandar?”


I blushed...


“Waaaaay 3ali yst7oon. Emshay yallah.”


She drove. I texted my baby the entire way. We finally reached the shopping mall. Nezalna we shopped for a while. 9oo9 bought two new bags and a watch. I bought bright red heels that were calling out to me. I just had to buy them. Then we sat in a cafe. Bandar said he would meet us there.


I got up to go to the restroom to freshen up. I put on another coating of mascara and retouched my lipgloss. It was just simple make-up. Mascara and pink lipgloss. That’s all I ever put on my face. I looked at myself in the mirror. A smile formed on my face. He was near. He’d just texted. He said he would be here soon.


I looked at my reflection one last time and left the restroom. As I walked towards our table, I felt eyes on my back. The hairs on my neck were tickling me. I looked back and there was a guy on a table just staring at me. He blew me a kiss. I ignored him and turned round and continued to my table. I could still feel his gaze.


As I reached the table, I saw Bandar. He was at the door. He looked so handsome in black jeans and a stripy blue shirt. He was so tall. 6oola wayed 7lo, it complimented his body nicely. He shoulders were broad and his biceps were outlined perfectly with his shirt. I looked up at his face. He had this big smile drawn on his handsome face. My face lit up in a smile.


How could I not smile???


How could I see those eyes and those lips and not smile???


Waaaaaaaaaaaaay ya galbi...


His eyes looked blue-ish today. It depended on what he wore. His eyes would change color.


He walked towards me and I lost all sense of space, distance and time...


I became so disorientated...


“Babe shfeech?”


She held on to my hand. I felt I was going to fall. My legs weren’t capable of holding up my body. When I saw him, I felt like I had to swoosh down to the ground and just lie there. Standing wasn’t an option. I held on to the table and sat on my chair.


He kept on walking towards us. I hardly even noticed Yousif with him. His strides were manly. He held himself proudly. Chee I can’t explain. Chna ameer. La2 la2 chna malik. Yamshi with such elegance and poise yet still manly. Waaaaaaaay, I could talk about him forever. I would never get bored describing my Bandar.


Yali ma 7abait 3omri ela menik...


Menho yegdar ysh‘3el eltafkeer 3anik...


Law 3a6aitik may 3eini moo ketheer...


Law tesharekni sneeni moo ketheer...


Jabik Allah li hadiya mn elsema...


Jeet methl elshof le3yoon el3ama...


9ert ashoof eldenya feek...


Ya 7ayati ya 7alat eldenya feek...


Ay fa’9a wana ma3ak yhemeni???


7ata 3omri eli me’9a ma hameni...


(may 3eini ... nawal)






“Shlonich 7aneen?”


His voice...


His voice in reality....


That’s a totally different story...


It needs an entire new post!!!










Sem3oo halsong...

It’s like ancient, it’s sooooooo old...

Bas I had my ipod on shuffle and it came up on the bus...

Doesn’t relate to the post bas kalamha 7lo...

;*********






A7wal el3ashegeen...


A7waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal...


Kel yom laha 7al...


Feeha eldemoo3...


Feeha elfara7...


Feeha eli thal..


Weli enjara7...


Denya ‘3areeba ‘3areeba...


Denyay ana oo denyak...


Denya 3ajeeba 3ajeeba...


Maktoob 3alay fargak...


Kel yom laha a7wal...


A7wal a7waaaaaaaaaaal...


Men gal???


Ya 3omri, ya 3omri...


Agdar 3ala elnesyan...


Men gal???


Fe galbi, fe galbi...


‘3eirik y3eesh ensan...


Jar7i qadeem qadeem...


Felgalb bageela athar...


Ma yenme7i, ma yenme7i...


Mahma y6ool 3omr eldahar...


7beebi ya 7beebi ya 7beebi...


Moo bsehoola tenesi 7lw elswalif...


Ya 7beebi...


Weli fi galbi bagoola, bagoola...


Enta adra feeh oo 3aref lo magoola...


(a7wal el3ashegeen ... 3bdelkareem 3bdelqader)

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

faman eljar7 (14) ;***

7abayeb galbi...

Thank you so much for all your support...

Wallah el3a‘6eem I’m so happy...

I read all those wonderful comments and I feel better already...

I was just a mess last night...

7amad has a kid...

7beebi ta3ban mskeen...

I was stressing about running a clinic on my own this morning...

Which went well el7amdellah...

I had my own patients...

13 to be exact!!!

I took histories, examined and wrote prescriptions...

So the dr had to sign them and make sure i was doing the right thing...

Still!!!

I ran my own clinic you guys...

Thats a big thing...

Some qualified drs don’t ever get the chance to do that...

And I had that responsibility today...

I’m so proud of myself...

:********


I was just a mess...

Oh by the way you guys, when I said compare, I didn’t mean compare...

I never compare 7beebi to 7amad...

It was in the work related thingy...

7amad didn’t care about work...

7beebi cares too much...

He’s the exact opposite...

He’s sorta like me in the caring and perfectionist department...

I only compared them in that aspect last night...

La2ana knt akalim 7beebi...

Wegooli ta3ban 7awoor...

Oo ana ma beedi shay...

Shno agdar asawi 3ashan asa3da...

All I can do is talk to him oo a7awil aray7a...

Bas last night I couldn’t...

I started to cry ad made him feel worse...

Kaser 5a6ri wayed yeshte‘3el oo ma gam yerta7...

G3adt abchi la2ana za3lana 3alaih...

Ta3ban 7beebi wallah 9ota 3awar galbi...

Bas I didn’t help...

I cried...

And he hates it when I cry...

Yez3al...

Oo t‘9ayagt mn nafsi...

Ba3dain we managed to calm down and he went to sleep 7beebi...

Then 5alti called and told me about 7amad’s baby...

So I was a mess...

It was like overload...

Too many things to handle...

On top of all that, I’m lonely...

I miss my baba oo mamati and my bros...

A7taj 7e‘9en...

I need to be hugged...

Wallah it’s a fact tara...

Females need to be hugged...

There’s a certain amount of hugs a week that we need to function...

Wallah el3a‘9eem it’s like a proper study with statistics and stuff...

I hugged this lady in clinic today and I felt better...

Wallah el3a‘6eem...

So, I’m okay now you guyz...

I love u all so so soooooooo much...

;************


Don’t worry...

I don’t think of 7amad...

Only now and again...

I just have my memories...

Atmanala kel 5air b7ayata with his wife and kids...

He will always be my first love...

Bas he is just a memory...

7beebi now is my life...

I cannot imagine living without him...

I cannot ever love a man the way I love him...

He’s my all...

My everything...

I never compare them...

Mako wajh moqarana...

Mako...

I am strong...

I’m a medical student that ran her own clinic today...

No mistakes!!!

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay me...

I’m so happy...

A7ebkom waaaaaaaaaaaayed...

;**********


This post is dedicated to each and every one of you...

7beebti springy tredeen belsalama...

Your comments will be sorely missed...

W aka flana 7beebti weinich???

Cham post el7een you don’t comment...

Are u okay babe???

I miss u all 7abaybi that don’t comment...

Your comments are what makes me a writer...

Without them, I’m nothing really...

Feedback really does help...

How do you think I’m doing???

Story-line good???

Not cliche???

I want it to be different...

There are still alot of events to come...

Just wait and see...

I know Bandar and 7aneen’s love is going a bit too fast...

Bas there’s a reason for that...

Also, Bandar...

Most of you guys didn’t like the name at the beginning...

Yours truly included...

You guys are in love with him now aren’t you???

Looooooooooooooool...

Bas kafi garga...

Enjoy the post...

Adri not very long bas wallah 7adi sleepy...

I promise you guys an extremely long post very soon.

Love u all...

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

;*************















“Alo.”


“Alo.”


“ALOOOOO.”


“Hmmmm.”


“Sema3teeni?”


“Sema3tik.”


I was sleepy before...


I was wide awake now!!!


It took a while before his word sank in...


He just said he loves me...


Didn’t he???


He loves me???


Bandar loves me???


Already???


I started playing the events in my head. How we met. What we said. Where we went. What we did. Is it too soon? I kept thinking. Trying to make sense of all this. He said he loves me. So, does that mean we’re in a relationship now? Does that mean I have to say it back? So, he loves me. So, that’s what he says. Will he be upset if I don’t say it back? Will he not love me anymore? How do I know if I even love him?


I don’t even know what love is...


Or do I???


These thoughts were filling my head. My head felt like it was going to explode from all these thoughts.


I was so confused...


Soooooooooo confuuuuuused!!!


Yet, I was smiling...


I got up and ran towards my mirror to look at my face. I had this smile. This huge smile plastered on my face. I tried to change my expression, but my facial muscles weren’t very cooperative. I tried to turn my smile into a neutral expression but it didn’t work. It was such a curious smile. My lips curled upwards in this fantastically huge, perfect smile that was indestructible.


What is up with my face???


I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


Bandar just said he loves me and I’m smiling...


I had my answer!!!


I knew why I was smiling...


I knew it...


He loves me and I love him back...


It was obvious...


Clear as the sun in the sky...


It was so obvious!!!


Oh so soooooooo obvious!!!


He always knew how to make me smile. We shared many common interests. We got along so well, you would think we’d known each other our entire lives. We knew what the other thought without speaking. We practically finished each other’s sentences. We made each other happy. We fell in love since the first time we met. Who said there’s a time limit? Who said love at first sight does not exist? Who makes all these rules up anyway?


Well guess what???


I’m 7aneen and I make my own rules...


I decide when I’m in love or not...


Oh my god!!!


I’m in love!!!


I am!!!


With the most perfect creature on the face of the earth!!!


I’m in love with Bandar...


7beebi Bandari...


“Sema3tik.”


Only a few seconds had passed. Yet, it felt like hours. So many things were going on in my head at the same time.


“Sheno sema3tay?”


“Enik t7ebni.”


I whispered the last two words...


As I said them my smile turned into a huge grin...


I was so happy!!!


I was the happiest girl on this whole planet...


In the entire solar system!!!


You could hear my emotions through my voice...


Bandar picked up on that!!!


After all, we were soul-mates...


Two lost souls that finally found one another...


“Hehehe. Ee a7ebich. Moo bas a7ebich ela amoot feech. 7aneeni?”


“Na3am 7beebi?”


I couldn’t stop grinning...


My face was sore...


“Do you feel safe with me?”


“I do.”


“Are you happy?”


“Yup.”


“Are you smiling right now?”


“Hehehe. It started out as smiling but now it’s more like a freaky grin that isn’t going away. Bandar make it stop.”


“Hehehehehehehehe.”


He burst out laughing...


It was the most beautiful laugh in this world...


His laughter was music to my ears...


“Baby I won’t make it stop. I promise to never make it stop. Ra a7e6ich be3yooni. Kel ayami ma3ach betkoon sa3ada oo wanasa oo ‘9e7ik oo freaky grinning. I promise to never make you cry. A7ebich 7aneen a7ebich. Mako methlich. Mako nafsich. Allah la ya7remni mnich 7beebti.”


“Wala minik Bandari.”


“Ana Bandarich?”


“Ee 7beebi.”


“Ana 7beebich?”


“Ee yal‘3ali.”


“Ma ‘3eirich a7ad ‘3ali ya ba3ad kel ‘3ali. Yallah nnam 7beebat galbi.”


“Nnam Bandari.”


“Tlageen el5air 7beebti.”


“Weyak.”


“Ma3ach.”

Monday, 1 February 2010

7oor is upset ;(((

you guyz...

i'm upset...
7adi saaaaaaad...
first of all i'm in this village...
where people are lovely...
i'm just really lonely...
and i miss my mama so much...
i just need to hug her and cry...
i need to cry so badly...
i don't know what's wrong with me...
;((((

7beebi does this really important job...
he's too nice...
and he loves his job...
and its just the beginning so yabi yathbet nafsa...
but his boss is taking advantage of him...
ya nas yroo7 eldawam mn 6 el9eb7 oo ma y5ale9 ela 10 aw 11 belail...
wallah el3a'6aeem 7aram 3alaihom...
agoola 7beebi ma y9eer...
7aram 3alaihom, ma y9eer teshte'3el halkether...
ygool magdar agoolehom la2...
7beebi wallah wayed 6ayeb oo ma ygool la2...
so everyone takes advantage of him...
i can't stop crying...
za3lana 3alaih...
he's working too hard oo ta3ban...
7beebi ta3ban and i can't do anything about it...
wayed za3lana 3alaih oo moo gadra asawi shay...
;(((

i also feel awful because i sometimes compare him to 7amad...
7amad was my first, he was my past...
i don't want him to be in my head anymore...
3ndi 7beeb oo merta7a now oo mestansa el7amdellah...
why does he have to come back and mess with my head???
whyyyyyyyyyy???
why can't i go a day without thinking of him???
why can't i just be???
why does he still have an effect on me???
5alti called today and said he had a baby boy last night...
so now he has a boy and a girl...
i'm such a mess...
;',',',','((((

wallah a7med rabi kel yom...
3ndi ahal ymootoon 3alay...
3ndi 7beebi a6yab oo a7an mena mako bhaldenya...
3ndi people that care abot me...
3ndi derasti oo mabageeli shay oo a5ale9...
3ndi everything anyone would want in life...
kel shay metwaferli el7amdellah...
why does he have to mess with my head even though i'm not with him anymore???
why can't i forget him???
why did i love him in the first place???
i can't stop listening to sad songs and crying...
i need my mama...
;(((((((((

i'm so sorry for this post...
i needed to vent...
and i think maybe your comments may help...
sorry no post today...
enshallah tomorrow i will post...
i love u all...
;***


maaaaal galba mal 3ani???

we5talaf wel7a'6 ga9ar...

5ayab e7sasi oo '6ani...

felhawa 7elmi tekasar...

Sunday, 31 January 2010

faman eljar7 (13) ;***

7abaaaaaaaaaaaybi...

t7ebooni 9a7???
ana amooooooot feekom...
7ata lo ma t7ebooni ham a7ebkom...
lazgaaaaa...
looooooooooool...
;**********


sem3aw 5alagoolekom salfa...
o5ooy raye7 london halweekend so kelsa3 adezla msgat...
wela adeg 3alaih...
a7ateeeeeeeh...
raye7 weya rab3a so a7ati etha 9ala wela la2, shno yakil oo etha metdafi...
tam ysameeni "mother hen"...
loooooooooooooool...
3ad tawa dazaitla 3 messages oo ma rad 3alay...
5eft 3alaih...
dagait 2 times ma shalah...
galbi beda ydeg...
5eft 3ala o5ooy, akeed fee shay...
dagait thalith mara...
shala oo g3adt a9are5 3alaih...
leish ma tsheela, shfeek, ma tadri a7ati, wein kent...
kela 9reeeeeeee5...
wela asma3 3afwan e5ti bas o5ooch dash toilet ya5eth shower...
bas ye6la3 a5aleeh ydeg 3alaich...
bas shelta 3ashan mabeech t7ateen...
loooooooooooool...
lo tshoofoon wayhi...
wallah en9efag...
getla mashkoor o5ooy oo sakarta...
el7een shegool 3ani...
maynoona hathi...
wallah m9arge3a moo 9a7ya...
;*********

you guuuuuuuyz!!!
watch glee...
it's awesome...
la2 la2 moo bas awesome!!!
beyond awesome!!!
i watched season 1 across 2 weekends...
wallah its the best show in america...
waaaaaaaaayed 7lo...
season 2 is airing in march...
kela songs...
its just the most perfect show ever...
u feel great about yourself after watching it...
oh and yesterday i finally went to see avatar...
in 3d...
just to get what all the fuss was about...
its amazing...
waaaaaaaaaaaaayed 7lo...
i hate alieny movies and space stuff...
bas avatar is 3ajeeeeeeeeb...
its still in the cinema after a month so thats gotta mean something...
so watch it okaaaaaaaaaay...
wel7een ga3da baktebkelom post on this fine sunday afternoon...
it's still snowing u guyz...
it snowed the whole weekend...
7a6a 7enna brasi...
a7eb ree7at el7ennaaaaaaaaaaa...
tyanen...
reminds me of when i was young running around beit el7ajiya...
a5aaaaaaaaaaaih 3al7ajiya...
kel yem3a kanat t7aneeni oo t'3aneeli...
allah yer7amha...
a7ebkom waaaaaaaaaayed...
hope u enjoy the post...
mwaaaaaaaaaaaah...
;*************




I was the happiest girl on the planet!!!

Sayarni lei elbeit...

We were on the phone the entire time...

A5aaaaaaaaaaih ya galbi...

I floated into the house...

I had lunch with my parents then went upstairs for a mini nap. We spoke before I napped and then he woke me up 3ala 9ota. Shay moo 6abee3i 9ota. Shay moo 6abee3i eli ysaweeh feeni. Waaaaaaaaay 3ala Bandar.

"Yallah goomay 7beebti."

"La2 magoom. Nnam yallah nnam."

"Hehehe 7beebti goomay nsolef shway gabel ma 7a9oo9tich tyee."

"Nnam Bandari."

"T7ebeen elnom?"

"A7eba."

"7ilwa nomtich?"

"3jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeba."

"Hehehe. 7beebti yallah goomay."

"Ma tabi."

"Leish ma tabi?"

"T7eb nayma."

"Ya 7elooha 7beebti elnayma wallah. Ma7lak oo ma7la shofetik went '3afi. Shofa y5oon wa9faha ay ta3beer. A7es kena eli fe halgalb 5afi. Weda y'3aredlik mn elshog wey6eer. Nayem 7beeeeeeeebi. Nam nom el3awafi."

(nayem 7beebi ... nawal)

W3ait 3ala 9ota...

9ota 3athb...

9ota 7anoon...

Asma3a a7es b7eneya oo 6ma2neena oo 7ob...

"Gamat 5ala9."

"Sh7elooha wehya nayma oo weha gayma."

"Hehehe."

I giggled.

"Ya 7elo '9a7kat-ha oo ya 7elooha. Goolay 7beebi."

"7beebi."

I said in my sleepy, you just woke me, voice...

"Waaaaaaaaaaaaaay el9ot elnayem sh7alata. Ba3ad."

"7beebi Bandar."

"La2 laaaaaa2 mat7amal ana."

"7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beebi Bandar 7beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebi! Hehehe."

We both burst out laughing...

7a9oo9i texted saying she was on her way...

Kan lazem asba7 so I had to hang up...

"Tkalmeeni blail?"

"Enshallah 7beebi."

"Oo kelsa3 tdezeeli text?"

"Kelsa3 kelsa3 kelsa3."

"Zain 7beebti. Ana baroo7 diwaniya oo a7acheech belail."

"Okay 7beebi. Have fun."

"Bye 7beebti."

"Allah ma3ak."

"Allah ma3ak 7af?"

"Allah ma3ak 7beebi."

"Waaaaaaaaaaaaay. Allah ma3ach 7beebti."

"Oo weyak 7beebi."

"Ana 7beebich?"

"Hehehe. Ee 7beebi."

"Hehehe. Yallah 5ala9 ma9a5naha. Bye ya 3omri."

"Bye 7beebi."

Hanging up was the hardest everrrrrrrr...

I got up, showered and got ready...

9oo9ti 7beebi was sleeping over...

"Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeena. I missed youuuuuuuuuuu."

She came in for a hug, nearly knocking me over...

"Ana akthar 9oooooo9. Mn ams moo shayfitich. Yom kamel! I don't think that's ever happened before."

"Hehehe. T7ebeeni?"

"Amoot feech. Entay t7ebeeni?"

"Madri. Mmmmmmm 5alafaker."

I threw a pillow on her.

"Come on. Spill!"

We lay on the bed and I told her everything...

Ma 5ashait 3alaiha shay...

3omri ma 5ashait 3alaiha shay...

Since we were in kindergarten...

"7beeeeeeebti I'm so happy for you! Aham shay you're happy. Wallah etha za3alich afajra."

"Hehehe a7ebich."

3ashan el7ob weli beini oo beinik

Eli lega 7a9oo9ta nesa Bandara? ;*

"Text him back. What are you waiting for?"

Tyanen 7beebti...

Ana ansak 7beebi? Ansa roo7i wala ansak. ;***

Betethbe7eeni entay?

Esmla 3alaik 7beebi. ;***

T5afeen 3alay? ;p

Men 3alaih galbi y5af ela ent? Men 3alaih as-har manam ela ent? 3omri kela oo shogi kela yeswa mn '3eirik ent? ;***

Waaaaaaaaay 3ala galbich. A7eba halgalb. Bat3asha 7beebti. ;*

Bel3afya 7beebi. ;***

"9ooooooo9 gal y7eb galbi. Ya3ni y7ebni 9a7?"

She was busy painting her nails...

"Yup!"

We painted each others nails and watched girly movies all night. We ordered a large pizza and had ice cream. I love having sleepovers. They're so much fun. No matter ho old you are, you're never too old to have one.

We fell asleep watching "Sleepless in Seattle"...

I absolutely love that movie...

7beebi eli sekan bel3ein ... 3alaih a7sed ana 3eini ... ala ya lait li galbain oo a7eba bkel galbaini

I woke up 3ala the song...

So loud in my eardrum...

"Alo."

I mumbled in a sleepy voice...

"7beebti namat oo nesatni."

"Ma nesaitik 7beebi bas nemt wana madri. Ba3da elmovie yeshte'3el."

"Embala nesaiteeni. Ana za3lan."

"Tez3al 3alay?"

"Ee za3lan."

"Tez3al 3ala 7anoontik 7beebi?"

"La moo za3lan bas atdala3. Hehehe."

"Shei6an. Kalait 7beebi?"

"El7amdellah akalt pizza wentay?"

"7ata ana pizza yalqalad. Reja3t elbeit?"

"Ee 7ayati tawni dash '3orfeti."

"Yallah 7beebi nnam?"

"Yallah 7beebti. Metla7fa?"

"Ka el7een at'3a6a. Yallah ka. Wenta?"

"Tla7aft 7beebti. Mestansa 7beebti? Merta7a? Moo nag9ich shay?"

"Mestansa oo merta7a ma3ak 7beebi. Moo nage9ni shay yal'3ali."

"7aneeni bagoolich shay."

"Sheno 7beebi?"



























































































"7aneen a7ebich."










qarart amoot b7obak...

oo amshi ma3ak bdarbak...

enta ya saken galbi...

esma7li a3eesh bgalbak...

gorbak tara ye7yeeni...

oo 9otak ana yhadeeni...

bo3dak tara ybakeeni...

la t'3eeb 3ani oo rabak...

bansa ma3ak hmoomi...

was-har wa5ali nomi...

wa3eesh waqti oo yomi...

kela wana ebjanbak...

methlak ana malagi...

ye93ab 3alaik fragi...

9adeg ana bashwagi...

oo lo taktheb a3shag kethbak...

(amoot b7obak ... 3bdelmajeed 3bdallah)

Thursday, 28 January 2010

faman eljar7 (12) ;***

men yeshbehik???


wenta elsa7ayeb welmo6ar...


men yeshbehik???


wenta el5amayel welzahar...


kelik 7ala...


kelik a7asees oo ne'6ar...


mn na'6retik...


tebda 7ekayat el'3aram...


hatha ana...


mo'3ram motayam fe hawak...


hatha ana...


mashoof feldenya sewak...


ma hameni fe tha el7aya ela re'9ak...


wag'9i ma3ak bagi el3omer 7ob oo hayam...


kelik 7ala kelik a7asees oo ne'6ar...


mn na'6retik tebda 7ekayat el'3aram...


yali ma3ak...


kel el3omer far7a oo 3eed...


enta el7ayah...


enta elzeman eli areed...


5ethni ma3ak...


5ethni ela 3alam jedeed...


3alam negi mabah 7asood oo la malam...


kelik 7ala kelik a7asees oo ne'6ar...


mn na'6retik tebda 7ekayat el'3aram...


(7ekayat el'3aram ... 3li bn m7amad)






You guessed right!!!


Yup!!!


Bandaaaaaaaaaaaar!!!


I jumped when I saw him...


“Hehehe. Shfeech e5tara3tay?”


He walked towards me...


My heart started to race...


“Ma5tera3t. Bas I’m surprised. You said 12.”


“I couldn’t wait til 12.”


He winked...


Nazalt rasi and I blushed...


“7beebti 5ala9 may9eer leil7een you blush.”


“Moo beedi.”


He raised my chin...


“6al3eeni.”


I looked up into his eyes...


They were pure green in the sunlight...


He took off my sunglasses...


Waaaaaaaaaaay ya galbi...


My heart flipped...


“Tadreen ena 3yoonich 7ilwa?”


“Adri. Bas 3yoonik enta a7la.”


“La2 ya 7beebti entay a7la. Bas ana ashoofhom, ma7ad thani.”


He put my glasses back on...


“Fahma? Ma7ad twareena 3yoonich. Bas ana.”


“Hehehe. Enshallah.”


“Sha6ra. Yallah nroo7 lecture?”


“Betyee ma3ay?”


“Akeed bayee ma3ach.”


“Hehehe. Yallah.”


We walked to my class together. We sat at the back of the auditorium. We held hands underneath the desk. We kept stealing glances at each other. I pretended to concentrate and write some notes down bas nothing was going in. I couldn’t concentrate whilst he was near. His presence paralysed my senses. His aroma made me weak. I held his hand and could feel his pulse. His heart was racing; as was mine. We did this to each other. It wasn’t just his effect on me. I did stuff to him as well.


Later, he told how it was very hard to control himself around me...


“Being close to you was so hard. Being that close and not touching you, not kissing you, took all the strength I had in me. Your beauty is so powerful that it made everything else not matter. Your voice took me to another planet. Your innocence made me crazy. You’re real. I’ve never met a girl like you before. Your taste was exquisite. You knew how to dress. You would strategically plan outfits to make me want more and go crazy just looking at you. You could be mature at times and my baby at others. It took all my strength and power to not jump you every time we met. But it was challenge. Kent at7ada nafsi. I managed to contain myself at times bas other times I just couldn’t handle you anymore.”


That was how he later described our time together...


So we went to both lectures together...


I didn’t concentrate on a single thing...


Not a thing...


When they ended, we left and went to have coffee...


He opened the car door for me...


Like the perfect gentleman that he was...


I got in and he started to drive...


“Wein benroo7?”


“Entay wein tabeen nroo7?”


“Mmmmmmm. Madri.”


“Shrayaich na5tha takeaway coffee oo nroo7 netmasha 3alba7ar.”


“Fekra 7ilwa okay.


“Okay.”


Wen went to the nearest starbucks...


He parked...


“Shayeeblich?”


“Caramel frappucino with extra caramel.”


“Tamreen ya 3asal.”


He kissed my hand and left...


Waaaaaaaaaay 3ala halwalad...


He went in and queued...


I stared at him...


He would turn around and give me a smile every few seconds...


Ya 7ilwa...


Sooooooooo cuuuuuuuuuute!!!


Big baby...


3ashan el7ob weli beini oo beinik


La t5ezeen ;*


Enta la t5ez ;***


7beebti magdar ma6al3ich. Mashba3 mn 7alach.


Kani weyak mn el9eb7 ;*


Ma yemna3. A7la elbanat bsayarti mn gadi. ;*


I blushed...


Basich blushing. ;p


Lol. ;*


You miss me? ;*


I was so engrossed in messaging him that I didn't notice he was outside my window...


He knocked...


I jumped...


“Hehehe.”


He walked to his door and got in...


“9arlich sa3a tdezeen msgat 7ag meno?”


“7ag wa7ed kelsa3 y5are3ni. Shway shway 3ala galbi. Galbi rhayef.”


“A5aaaaaaaaaaaih 3ala halgalb. Tfe‘9elay ya ameera.”


“Thank you.”


“La la la. Thank you bas chee ma y9eer. Lazem bosa.”


I blushed...


“Basich bluching basich. You’re not of hte hook tara. You owe me a kiss.”


“Hehehe.”


I sipped on my frap while he drove...


Re7na 9ob elmarkaz el3elmi...


(Touche. 7ada mokan mwa3ad. I know. Bas moo gadra afakerlekom bmokan original at the moment. Ba3dain it’s kinda nice. I never saw 7beebi there. Bas kel mara a6la3 ma3a wa7da mn elbanat oo tabi twa3ed 7beebha, it’s always there for some reason. I don’t get it. Yemeken 3ashan ‘6alma oo hodoo2? Maybe. Bas tara akeed someday be7e6oon cops wela malot moroor. So banat ay wa7da menkom tabi twa3ed roo7oo mokan thani. La tgooloon ma ne9a7tkom. Loooooooool 7adi moo shay a36eekom advice about dating. 3ashan a7ebkom wallah. I don’t want u to get caught. ;***)


We got out and started walking...


There was no one around so we were walking hand in hand...


“Qalad sharait nafsi.”


“A9lan entay elqalada. Ana elakbar.”


“Haaaaaaa2 enta qalad.”


“7beebti you’re happy?”


“El7amdellah.”


“Moo nag9ich shay?”


“Nope.”


“Aw3edich ma ra7 te7tajain shay dam eni mawjood.”


I looked down...


“Basich t6al3een elar’9. Rgobtih t5treb ba3dain.”


I looked up straight away...


“9ej te5eterb?”


He burst out laughing...


“Waaaaaaay tyanen. 7adha gullible 7beebti.”


He pulled me closer to him...


We walked for what seemed like ages...


We talked about everything...


We never ran out of stuff to say...


We were trying to catch the other up about what happened in our lives previously...


We were completely honest with each other...


Ket abeeh y3arf kel shay 3ani...


Abeeh y3arefni nafs ma a3aref nafsi...


I told him about my likes, dislikes, adventures, travels, hopes, feelings...


There was nothing I couldn’t tell this guy...


I felt totally at ease with him...


Oo shway shway bedait at3alag feeh...


Wehwa beda yet3alag feeni...


9oo9i called me and told me I was late for lunch at home...


Oh my god it was already 4 pm...


We spent the last 4 hours talking and lost track of time...


“Bandar I have to go. Mama tez3al lama ma akil at home.”